Welcome to Researcher Wellbeing
Investigating the Epstein case means confronting some of the darkest material imaginable. Child exploitation, trafficking, institutional cover-ups – this work matters, but it takes a real toll. Vicarious trauma is not weakness. It is a normal human response to abnormal content.
This space exists for you – the person behind the screen.
Crisis & Support Resources
| Resource | Contact | Available |
|---|---|---|
| RAINN (Sexual Assault Hotline) | 1-800-656-4673 / rainn.org/chat | 24/7 |
| Crisis Text Line | Text HOME to 741741 | 24/7 |
| SAMHSA Helpline | 1-800-662-4357 | 24/7, free |
| 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline | Call or text 988 | 24/7 |
| International Association for Suicide Prevention | Find your country | Varies |
Recognizing Vicarious Trauma
You may be experiencing vicarious trauma if you notice:
- Intrusive thoughts or images from documents you have reviewed
- Difficulty sleeping or nightmares related to case material
- Feeling numb, cynical, or hopeless about the world
- Withdrawing from friends, family, or activities you enjoy
- Difficulty concentrating on non-investigation tasks
- Physical symptoms: headaches, nausea, fatigue
These are signals to step back, not push harder.
Self-Care Strategies from OSINT Professionals
Based on guidance from Bellingcat and the MHS4OSINT project:
- Set time limits. Do not review disturbing material for more than 60-90 minutes without a break.
- Mute first, blur first. When opening new documents or media, mute audio and use image blur extensions.
- Do not work alone. Discuss what you are finding with someone – here, or a trusted person offline.
- Physical transitions matter. When you stop researching, change your environment. Go outside. Move your body.
- It is okay to stop. You do not owe anyone your mental health. The files will still be here tomorrow.
- Use The Lounge. We created off-topic spaces specifically so you can decompress. Talk about movies, cooking, sports – anything that is not this.
This Space Is For
- Sharing how you are doing – honestly
- Self-care tips and strategies that work for you
- Recommending therapists or resources experienced with trauma
- Checking in on each other
- Asking for help when you need it
No judgment. No pressure. No gatekeeping.
“The expectation that we can be immersed in suffering and loss daily and not be touched by it is as unrealistic as expecting to be able to walk through water without getting wet.” – Rachel Naomi Remen
Welcome. Take care of yourselves. ![]()